Sometimes you hear a song again, and it transports you right back to a certain part of your life…
I had battled depression for a long time… for about 5 years, every time I was alone, I had the need to cry, suicidal thoughts, etc. I was in an abusive relationship with a chronic liar, and wasn’t able to get out of it since I didn’t have proof against him and he would threaten me if I just brought the idea up.
Finally, one day I found proof he was cheating, lying and all the rest. What could have been seen as my rock bottom actually saved my life. At that moment, when I finally broke up with him, my life changed around. All of sudden, I realized how much more I was worth than how I was treated. I immediately became happier. I researched tricks on how to work on my happiness, talked with it with people and continued on my journey to becoming as happy as possible.
This song became my motto during that time. A moment I’m so proud of being able to have surpassed in my life.
"It matters to me, took a long time to get here. If it would have been easy, I would not have cared…. Wonderful. Wonderful. Wonderful, the way I feel."